Intense, excessive, and persistent worry and fear about everyday situations. Fast heart rate, rapid breathing, sweating, and feeling tired may occur. (Mayo Clinic)
When someone has an anxiety attack it is usually caused from an overwhelming spirit of fear. As believers we know that we should fear the LORD and any other fear does not come from Him. PTSD is real and is a condition associated or primarily originated by fear. Rather that fear being installed by a person, situation or even the future it is a barrier for some people to move forward in life. The enemy is crafty ad yet still a liar. We can’t allow fear, doubt, shame or guilt to rule over us. It is better to leave our burdens at the feet of our Creator.
If we practice repentance, forgiveness ad love we’ll keep the monkey off our backs. I know some of you will say that it’s easier said than done and it is. There are no perfect people and letting go of the things or humans that makes feel less than, trapped or defeated can seem intangible. As an empath we hate to leave someone behind that we assume can’t be helped. Such an issue to arise would cause one to have an anxiety attack. In the scriptures we are told to be anxious for nothing. This too sounds easier said than doe but it is a command never the less.
Family, at the end of the day the spirit of anxiousness is unholy and can cause one to feel like they’re dying when in fact it’s simply a scare tactic to cause you doubt in decision making. Pray without ceasing and repent daily knowing that your sins are forgiven so you won’t have to be afraid.
Many are called but few are chosen, when you hear the call will you answer? I have answered and now my life will never be the same. I am displaced and it’s okay because I trust my Power. His sheep hear His voice and another they will not follow. I am forever changed and my life is not my own. In fact I have gone around the same mountains many times because I just couldn’t get it right. It was frustrating and discouraging but necessary and now I am free.
Now ask yourself what is freedom to you? Are you willing to walk away from everything you deemed yours to follow the Mighty One of Ysolele/Israel? In the new testament there was a rich young man who could not bare to leave all he had. It can be hard to deny yourself, pick up your burdens and follow YissaYah/Jesus. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. How strong are you? Is your walk for you or for the glory of the Most High? Are you willing to be a light on a hill or will your lamp go out because you don’t have enough oil to continue the walk? Are you listening to the set-apart-spirit/holy spirit or are you leaning to your own understanding?
When you are serious about the love you have for the Creator, His Son and His people then and only then will he be able to use you. Old things will pass away and new things will arise, even your understanding of the scriptures and your perceptions of who God is will change. Change is inevitable when you are being taken on a journey that you normally wouldn’t sign up for but in being used, you accept it and move on. This walk is about changing the hearts of men so that eventually the Father will get the glory. In unveiling who He is in your life I suggest you submit because your very life depends on you answering the call. Just know that rather you welcome the change or not, it will come…so choose this day who you will serve!
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3 And as he sat upon the mount of Olives, the disciples came unto him privately, saying, Tell us, when shall these things be? and what shall be the sign of thy coming, and of the end of the world?
4 And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you.
5 For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many.
6 And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet.
7 For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places.
8 All these are the beginning of sorrows.
9 Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name’s sake.
10 And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.
11 And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.
12 And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.
13 But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
14 And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.
15 When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readeth, let him understand:)
16 Then let them which be in Judaea flee into the mountains:
17 Let him which is on the housetop not come down to take any thing out of his house:
18 Neither let him which is in the field return back to take his clothes.
19 And woe unto them that are with child, and to them that give suck in those days!
20 But pray ye that your flight be not in the winter, neither on the sabbath day:
21 For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be.
22 And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect’s sake those days shall be shortened.
23 Then if any man shall say unto you, Lo, here is Christ, or there; believe it not.
24 For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.
25 Behold, I have told you before.
26 Wherefore if they shall say unto you, Behold, he is in the desert; go not forth: behold, he is in the secret chambers; believe it not.
This post is kind of a personal and controversial one to a multitude of people. After reaching my mid 30’s I found out exactly who I am according to the BIBLE (the history book of true Israel). No this is not a conspiracy theory but truth, finally! I always thought that I was a Gentile when I was in religion, I had no Biblical wisdom/knowledge/understanding. I was lost and blind, listening to Pastors and Ministers while paying tithes and following all the normal church protocol. I was trained in thinking that I would upset my Heavenly Father if I didn’t contribute to the Kingdom with money and obedience. But then one day I cried out, asking the Father what was His name and how was I supposed to maintain a relationship with a Creator who had no name for me to call upon. We read all the time in scripture “call upon my name” but if we don’t know his name are we then out of order? Who is actually getting the praise, honor and worship? Well to make a long story short, the Most High started revealing Himself to me little by little. I am desperate and thirsty to know more about Him still, spending many days finding ways to get closer to Him by following His laws, statutes and commandments plus loving on His people. Through Yah (one of the names I call Him) I also started to understand who His Son the Messiah is, more than just a man that died on a tree/ cross/Calvary for my iniquity or and transgressions. Not only did I find out that our Lamb of God has been there in Genesis from the beginning of time but I also found out that He has brown skin just like me, which is in scripture and a personal motivation. I didn’t see it before because I was reading the word through the eyes of the people that taught me religiously, who didn’t want me to see the whole truth due to their restrictions to receive 501(C)(3)’s. And now that I know who I am and who He is…who is that man in many pictures on the cross that we call Jesus? Whomever he is, he is not who the scriptures call “Salvation” in my spiritual history book.
1 And this is the blessing, wherewith Moses the man of God
blessed the children of Israel before his death.
2 And he said, The Lord came from Sinai, and rose
up from Seir unto them; he shined forth from mount Paran, and he came with ten
thousands of saints: from his right hand went a fiery law for them.
3 Yea, he loved the people; all his saints are in thy hand:
and they sat down at thy feet; every one shall receive of thy words.
4 Moses commanded us a law, even the inheritance of the
congregation of Jacob.
5 And he was king in Jeshurun, when the heads of the people
and the tribes of Israel were gathered together.
6 Let Reuben live, and not die; and let not his men be few.
7 And this is the blessing of Judah: and he said,
Hear, Lord, the voice of Judah, and bring him unto his people: let his
hands be sufficient for him; and be thou an help to him from his enemies.
8 And of Levi he said, Let thy Thummim and thy Urim be with thy
holy one, whom thou didst prove at Massah, and with whom thou didst strive at
the waters of Meribah;
9 Who said unto his father and to his mother, I have not seen
him; neither did he acknowledge his brethren, nor knew his own children: for
they have observed thy word, and kept thy covenant.
10 They shall teach Jacob thy judgments, and Israel thy law: they shall put incense before thee, and whole burnt sacrifice upon thine altar.
11 Bless, Lord, his substance, and accept the work of
his hands; smite through the loins of them that rise against him, and of them
that hate him, that they rise not again.
12 And of Benjamin he said, The beloved of
the Lord shall dwell in safety by him; and the Lord shall cover him
all the day long, and he shall dwell between his shoulders.
13 And of Joseph he said, Blessed of the Lord be
his land, for the precious things of heaven, for the dew, and for the deep that
coucheth beneath,
14 And for the precious fruits brought forth by the sun, and
for the precious things put forth by the moon,
15 And for the chief things of the ancient mountains, and for
the precious things of the lasting hills,
16 And for the precious things of the earth and fulness
thereof, and for the good will of him that dwelt in the bush: let the blessing
come upon the head of Joseph, and upon the top of the head of him that was
separated from his brethren.
17 His glory is like the firstling of his bullock, and his
horns are like the horns of unicorns: with them he shall push the people
together to the ends of the earth: and they are the ten thousands of Ephraim,
and they are the thousands of Manasseh.
18 And of Zebulun he said, Rejoice, Zebulun, in thy going
out; and, Issachar, in thy tents.
19 They shall call the people unto the mountain; there they
shall offer sacrifices of righteousness: for they shall suck of the abundance
of the seas, and of treasures hid in the sand.
20 And of Gad he said, Blessed be he that enlargeth Gad: he
dwelleth as a lion, and teareth the arm with the crown of the head.
21 And he provided the first part for himself, because there,
in a portion of the lawgiver, was he seated; and he came with the heads of the
people, he executed the justice of the Lord, and his judgments with
Israel.
22 And of Dan he said, Dan is a lion’s whelp: he shall leap
from Bashan.
23 And of Naphtali he said, O Naphtali, satisfied with
favour, and full with the blessing of the Lord: possess thou the west and
the south.
24 And of Asher he said, Let Asher be blessed with children;
let him be acceptable to his brethren, and let him dip his foot in oil.
25 Thy shoes shall be iron and brass; and as thy days, so
shall thy strength be.
26 There is none like unto the God of Jeshurun, who rideth
upon the heaven in thy help, and in his excellency on the sky.
27 The eternal God is thy refuge, and underneath are the
everlasting arms: and he shall thrust out the enemy from before thee; and shall
say, Destroy them.
28 Israel then shall dwell in safety alone: the fountain of
Jacob shall be upon a land of corn and wine; also his heavens shall drop down
dew.
29 Happy art thou, O Israel: who
is like unto thee, O people saved by the Lord, the shield of thy help, and
who is the sword of thy excellency! and thine enemies shall be found liars unto
thee; and thou shalt tread upon their high places.
We as the real people (nation) of Israel have committed many sins against The Most High Creator by following after other nations idols. Our Father in Heaven has been brought to anger and disappointment because we have adulterated in worshiping any and everything of this world instead of Him. Israel has stepped outside of our marriage covenant with God just as our ancestors did, yet He continues to love us. Our Creator will forgive us if we repent and change our evil and wicked ways because He takes His promises seriously. We are a backsliding and stiffed neck people/nation taking our El in vain.
It is high time to repent because we don’t have much more time family, the end is drawing near! We have suffered slavery and many other punishments due to the lack of respect and commitment to the covenants we are supposed to hold dear to our hearts. Living set apart by Torah loving the commandments and our Messiah is the only way to eternal life. I am simply saying don’t die in your sins, learn from the mistakes of those whom have passed on before us by not living your best life. A reckless way of living can not only fall on your children but can also pass down curses to your grandchildren. Rebellion is the biggest killer of our people and all we have to do is live righteously and the Father will have mercy on us. Don’t be mislead by the ways of the world, remain faithful to our Father and see the gifts He promised come to pass in your life and the lives of those you love. In conclusion, repent and be restored so that you can see the salvation of The Most High Power through His Son.
4 (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty
through God to the pulling down of strong holds;)
5 Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that
exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every
thought to the obedience of Christ;
6 And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when
your obedience is fulfilled.
FRUIT
Galatians 5:22-26 King James Version
(KJV)
22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace,
longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law.
24 And they that are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with
the affections and lusts.
25 If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit.
26 Let us not be desirous of vain glory, provoking one
another, envying one another.
FLESH
Galatians 5:19-26 King James Version
(KJV)
19 Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these;
Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lasciviousness,
21 Envyings, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like:
of the which I tell you before, as I have also told you in time past, that they
which do such things shall not inherit the kingdom of God.
ARMOUR
Ephesians 6:10-20 King James Version
(KJV)
10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the
power of his might.
11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to
stand against the wiles of the devil.
12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against
principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this
world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye
may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth,
and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of
peace;
16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall
be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the
Spirit, which is the word of God:
18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the
Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all
saints;
19 And for me, that utterance may be given unto me, that I
may open my mouth boldly, to make known the mystery of the gospel,
20 For which I am an ambassador in bonds: that therein I may
speak boldly, as I ought to speak.
Many of us believe that grace over-rules law but that is an incorrect belief system which is usually taught in Christianity. Although Paul made the statement about being under grace (Romans 6:15), please understand that he was assuming that the law was already being kept/followed! No law = No grace and it’s that simple…The Most High is not the Author of confusion and His burden is light. We are to keep His commandments and in doing so, grace and mercy will be given to you. At the end of the day let us all humble ourselves to remember that man does not override our Father in Heaven regardless of their status (God gives and He takes away). Pay attention to who is teaching you because lawless people are dangerous people.
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*Revelations 22:14 (KJV) Blessed are they that do his
commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in
through the gates into the city.*
Grace: that which affords joy, pleasure, delight, sweetness, charm, loveliness: grace of speech, good will, loving-kindness, favourof the merciful kindness by which God, exerting his holy influence upon souls, turns them to Christ, keeps, strengthens, increases them in Christian faith, knowledge, affection, and kindles them to the exercise of the Christian virtues.
Mercy:kindness or good will towards the miserable and the afflicted, joined with a desire to help themof men towards men: to exercise the virtue of mercy, show one’s self mercifulof God towards men: in general providence; the mercy and clemency of God in providing and offering to men salvation by Christthe mercy of Christ, whereby at his return to judgment he will bless true Christians with eternal life.
Psalm 23 (KJV)
1 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me
beside the still waters.
3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of
righteousness for his name’s sake.
4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort
me.
5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine
enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of
my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.
Matthew 9:13 (KJV)
13 But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy,
and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to
repentance.
2 Chronicles 30:9 (KJV)
9 For if ye turn again unto the Lord, your brethren and
your children shall find compassion before them that lead them captive, so that
they shall come again into this land: for the Lord your God is
gracious and merciful, and will not turn away his face from you, if ye return
unto him.
Ephesians 2:4-5 (KJV)
4 But God, who is rich in mercy, for his great love wherewith
he loved us,
5 Even when we were dead in sins, hath quickened us together
with Christ, (by grace ye are saved;)
Isaiah 30:18 (KJV)
18 And therefore will the Lord wait, that he may be
gracious unto you, and therefore will he be exalted, that he may have mercy
upon you: for the Lord is a God of judgment: blessed are all they
that wait for him.
Hebrews 4:16 (KJV)
16 Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace,
that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.
Psalm 51 (KJV)
1 Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy lovingkindness:
according unto the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions.
2 Wash me throughly from mine iniquity, and cleanse me from
my sin.
3 For I acknowledge my transgressions: and my sin is ever
before me.
4 Against thee, thee only, have I sinned, and done this evil
in thy sight: that thou mightest be justified when thou speakest, and be clear
when thou judgest.
5 Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother
conceive me.
6 Behold, thou desirest truth in the inward parts: and in the
hidden part thou shalt make me to know wisdom.
7 Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I
shall be whiter than snow.
8 Make me to hear joy and gladness; that the bones which thou
hast broken may rejoice.
9 Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all mine
iniquities.
10 Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right
spirit within me.
11 Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy
spirit from me.
12 Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me
with thy free spirit.
13 Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall
be converted unto thee.
14 Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God, thou God of my
salvation: and my tongue shall sing aloud of thy righteousness.
15 O Lord, open thou my lips; and my mouth shall shew forth
thy praise.
16 For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it:
thou delightest not in burnt offering.
17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a
contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.
18 Do good in thy good pleasure unto Zion: build thou the
walls of Jerusalem.
19 Then shalt thou be pleased with the sacrifices of
righteousness, with burnt offering and whole burnt offering: then shall they
offer bullocks upon thine altar.
